Wabi-Sabi..

When i was sitting alone,

Took a look at myself, 

Realized,

I am a unique person created ,

My abilities gifted by God matters, 

My story matters,

My dreams matters,

A specific purpose decided by me matters,

I matter for myself, 

I am imperfect, 

I am impermanent, 

I am incomplete, 

And "Wabi-Sabi".

Go Outside!!

 Go outside,

Open up,

Talk to all,

Meet with everyone, 

See the world,

With open eyes & ears,

People aren't as simple as seem ,

Observe them,

Remember them,

Experiences teach alot,

Not only yours even learn from mistake of others,

Blind faith,

Or Insincereity, 

They'll show you reality of world,

Expect nothing, 

It gives pain,

Enjoy the show as a spectacular!!

Beautiful life!!

 Life is beautiful, 

Ignore the trash,

Life is harmonious, 

Ignore the conflicts, 

Open your arms,

And wave to the happiness, 

Be sincere with only those ,

who are sincere to you,

Dance with body,

Sing with soul,

Life is glorious, 

Purpose of endure it's,

Soar & stumble part ,

Flourish it,

Fall in love with existence, 

Live the fullest not mere exist,

As long as we're breathing, 

It's not too late to change ,

Story of your life!!

Dear,Hook-upz....

Respect yourself, 

Respect others,

Respect your body & soul,

You are precious gift of God,

If you can't respect others,

Atleast respect your emotions, 

Respect your time,

Don't invest here & there,

You are invaluable, 

Be with you,

And embrace love for yourself,

Preserve these for your beloved,

Respect both of you,

Cause these emotions are divine!!

INDEPENDENCY

 

Independecy, 

When no one around to be dependent on,

Independecy, 

When you only have expectations from you,

Independecy, 

When you are the only responsible person in your world,

Independecy, 

When,Whenever you start taking rest on any  shoulder, 

Realized you are there for you,

Independecy, 

Whenever you are afraid, 

you are the only one who have to come up from the fear,

Independecy, 

Whenever you are tired,

You are there to cheer you up,

Independecy, 

You are the only one to give you hand and come up,

Independecy, 

Whenever you are broken,You know that you will put pieces again any how,

Independecy, 

You are there with yourself in each and every battle, 

Just be with you!!

TRUST

 Different colors are depicted by this place,

Everyone have double face,

Read alot about it ,

But saw first time,

Whosever I met,

Whatever they say,

I wish " isn't a game?"

Are they playing emotional game,

And pretending alone, 

Or mean it whatever they say,

Again I commit a mistake,

Trusted and disclosed everything, 

This heart isn't ready to believe, 

Am I became clown one more time,

Or was it true?

The only problem is,

I couldn't predtend and predict,

Trust,make me fool again,

Will stay away,

With the world or trust again.

KHUD

Kuch yunh khoya tha main khud me,

Kai jadojahad main,

Kuch paane ki chaah me,

Bhaut kuch kho Jane ke gum me,

Kya mila uske liye muskurane me,

Jo na mil paya,

Use sochne me,

Ki ankh khuli to paya,

Jo sab nirbhar tha mujhpe,

Sab bikhra pada hai,

Khud khoya tha main,

Kuch is dafa,

Ki kafi kuch bikhara pada tha,

Sakte me tha,

Thoda raste me tha,

Ki phale khud sambhala ,

Thoda sab kuch sambhala,

Or jut gaya ek baar fir ,

Inhe sambhalne,

Samtene aaj ko,

Jo kal ka bhavishaya h,

Khoya tha..

A Gift

A Gift,

A beautiful gift,

A precious gift, 

A blessed gift,

That gift,

Which carry love of loved ones,

Which carry concern , 

Which carry accompany, 

Which carry contentment, 

Which carry belonging,

Which carry happiness in dark hour,

Which carry admiration, 

Which carry trust ,

Gift,

A precious one,

A reliable one,

A inseparable one,

Nothing else,

Just,

Stay happy & healthy, 

With me all 

That Gift,

A God's given ,

Blessed one,

That Gift..

SURPRISE

The most loving part of my house is my balcony. The hanging stars gives me lots of happiness, Whenever I look to them in different time of days they always show me beautiful views and gives me a new aspect to think about life.In night with surrounding of mist I get immense pleasure after looking at them.Today evening when i're playing with them as usual I do .A taxi stopped in my block.I didn't pay attention much and after rang bell of my house when I rushed to door.I were surprised with teary eyes.Mom & Dad were standing there together. For a second I couldn't believe on my eyes.The starting of 24 already starts from heartbreak and day by day the eye opening incidents were going on.I really didn't want to celebrate one more birthday alone.I got birthday gift one diary and pen as always my Dad gifts me but the happiness of world bestowed upon me in the form of surprise.Thank you so much Mom & Dad and Yes ,my precious bro whose idea was behind it.One more time you held me in my struggling period.I write alot but for parents ,I feel speechless. 

Thank you Mom & Dad ,

Three little words are too small for you both,

So much to add,

For all your love ,

And your support,

A million words,

Would be too short.

The words aren't enough for you both.

Always grateful to God for bless me such a wonderful parents. 

May God always give me strength to be on righteous path and make me a daughter for you both dreamt of.

Love or Object

 The more lady look for love,

And give unconditional love,

The more lady got.....?

The more lady look for emotions,

The more lady is obejectify, 

The more lady give blessings & wishes, 

The more lady is getting cursed back,

The more lady dare to break stereotyping,

The more lady is questioned,

The more lady is loved in pure form,

The more lady is made lampoon of herself,

The more lady tried to wear crown of emotion  

The more it turned to be clown of her.

Men don't know the definition of love,

They know,

How & whom to use,

They use you,

You matters till you're beneficiary, 

They replace you,

It's a cycle, 

 you trap in false words & gestures, 

Demean you,

And Tell others about your character,

The more you loved truly, 

They made fun of you,

Why a mother,sister,wife or beloved love them,

Unconditional?

Men deserve it?

That's why in today's era ,

Nobody loves, 

They use everyone as object, 

Cause now lady knows how to use,

Men taught her in painful manner, 

 don't stay pure,true & lovable, 

Men tastes his own medicine!

PURE LOVE..

 

A pure love,

I found for you,

In my heart,

So deep and intense,

In your absence,

I love you ,

Like drop loves the ocean,

 Like dwan love the sun,

Like flower love the rain,

Like sidewalk love the river,

I wait so long,

My lips look for your smile,

My eyes look for your face,

My ears look for echo of your voice,

My soul look for your happiness,

I wanna to protect your dream,

I wanna to hold your face in my hand,

To say "everything will be okay",

But i hide my feelings,

And couldn't express my love for you,

Ever & forever so deep.. 

Inspiration -K-drama "25-21".

Glass -shards

Inspiration-Muniba Mazari(Painter)

Lying in darkness ,

Inconsolable sorrow, 

Like a broken piece,

My feelings, 

That compassion, 

Purblind all, 

Leave me dejected and lovelorn, 

Like so many glasses shattered on,

Full-body and heart bleeds,

A sound of cracking,

And glass-shards on my skin, 

I removed slowly all, 

Looked into mirror deep,

A person in it,

 Give me her hand, 

And pat my back, 

 I look deeply into her eyes, 

The way she's in love with me,

 How can I forget her for him? 

She responds with a smile, 

And reminds me, I am your world,

Don't look for love of others,

 I stood in pain, 

And converted glass-shards into a masterpiece..

"संघर्ष"

संघर्ष अनवरत अविराम,
आधारित उस पर हर परिणाम,

मैं सोचता,कुछ खोजता,
कुछ ज्यादा ही संकीर्ण,
बन्धनों में बंधा पर विमुख,
चलता रहता हूँ पथ पर,
अस्पष्टता को चीरता,
अस्थिरता को भेदता,

इस संघर्ष में अकेला,
कभी संग अपनों का,
कभी भीड़ में बिलकुल अकेला,
पर न डिगा, न मिटा,
मेरा प्रयास,

इस संघर्ष में खड़ा अभिमानी सा,
कुछ लगता कभी अभिश्यापी सा,
न थमा, न रुका,
दम तोड़ता पर दम कंहा छोड़ता,
मंजिल को पाऊंगा....

COVID-19

तुम कुछ यूँही हराते मुझे
मैं कुछ यूँ ही हारता तुमसे,
ये नाकामयाबियाँ
कुछ यूँ डूबा था मैं खुद में,
की आते उस तूफान की आहाट सुन न सका,

रेत सी छुटती,
पकड़ी न जा सकी,
अब कीमती है हर एक जान,
ये सब मेरे हैं,
यूंही ना मिटने देंगे,
मिटेंगे हम नहीं ,
तुम्हें ही मिटना होगा,



GO CORONA ,GO....

An Artist....

A thought comes in my mind and lost,
what was that an artist asked,
again trying to recall,
tried and broke,

I close all the doors,
and try to think once more,
taking stress a lot,
forcefully tried all,
but mind don't ready to support,
and each and every thoughts are lost,

again and again i recall,
but vanished all like a fog,
words look like written on glass wall,
and covered with dew,
thinking more in pain,
erased over-again,

one more time,
i think a lot,
and a knock on the door,
bell of my house interrupted again,
and i shut the door,
more harshly,more tightly,
cut all the wires,
leave no more disturbance,
only silence,

i,i am an artist,
cut whole the world,
from me,to the me,
i wanna to be alone,
wanna to create more,
creativity is my life....

मानव....

आजकल सुनाई कुछ कम देता है,
कुछ कुछ दिखाई भी कम देता है,
ऐसा नहीं है कि मै प्रोढ़ हूँ,
या मैं अबोध हूँ,

बस कुछ सुनना नहीं चाहता,
कुछ देखना भी नहीं चाहता,
मैं आज का मानव हूँ,
मानव हूँ अपितु रावण हूँ,

कई मायनो में,
मैं हमेशा अत्याचारी ही नहीं,
अपितु देखने वाला हूँ,
चुपकर चलने वाला हूँ,

कभी ऊँगली दिखाने वाला हूँ,
कभी हंस कर उपहास करने वाला हूँ ,

मैं आज का मानव हूँ,
मैं सभ्यता का उद्गार हूँ,
मै तरक्की की पहचान हूँ,
मैं मानव रूपी दानव हूँ,

खुद में लिपटा,
खुद तक सिमटा,
वाक्चातुर्य से भरा,
एक खलनायक हूँ मैं,

कोरी बातों वाला अभिनेता,
न कुछ करने वाला प्रेक्षित हूँ मैं,

इसलिए आजकल आँख कान बंद किये चलता हूँ मैं,
और महसूस करता हूँ कि
आजकल सुनाई........

Master Piece.......

A zeal,
or a deal,
from me to the mine,
voice is thundering,
and heart is pumping,

where you wanna to go,
an echo asked,
No,no where,
no hurries,
i am here,
stand still and alive,
go back to the work,

a single deed,
perfection indeed,
just burst out with passion along,
not mere temptation alone,

a long awaited,
creation on hold,
just a single one,
and lot of self applause,

Best out of me,
for me,
for mine esteem,
wanna to create,
a great work,
that chasing me,
like my magnum opus....

EPIGENETICS:Thoughts can regulate genes....

In the era of 21st century everything is controlled & mechanized but how much control do we really have on our own life,emotions & most importantly on our health?This thing i realized when i fell ill for a short period and i really wanted to go gym,tennis classes and many others but my body didn't support me.That time i noticed whenever you talk to any doctor they said everything will be fine,nothing wrong with you just take little bit rest and proper medication for sometimes.On one hand they test Pap-smear,ultra-sound many other kind of serious tests and the other hand they says nothing wrong with you.Why do medical science pressurize on positive thinking?Now the emerging bio-medical researches answer these kind of puzzles in the form of epigenetics....

According to mythology our thought & belief process simply affects our health .As well as Positive Thinking, Optimism, Gratitude and Happiness govern our health . The Power of Positive Thinking is key of healthy lifestyle.According to many biologist change in your thoughts and beliefs can simply change your health.For understand this i have to recall whatever i have been read in my graduation(B.Tech,Biotech).Why did we read a lot about human genome?What is central dogma and role of central dogma in our psychology and psychiatry ?


Famous author Deepak Chopra's book "God: A Story of Revelation" is mentioned some points.According to him “ Every day brings new evidence that the mind-body connection reaches right down to the activities of our genes. How this activity changes in response to our life experiences is referred to as “epigenetics” ”.Genes affect so many things as eye color,height and other physical characteristics those are predetermined by inherited genes.Along with surroundings also affects a lot from criminality to belief in God.A long ago Eriksen discussed "CENTRAL DOGMA"in molecular biology which states biological information can regulate only in single direction from DNA to RNA to PROTEINS.Basically it explains lack of power to do anything or change anything about the health of your body because it's all compel by genetic code.But later on this theory is rejected by scientists and it is stated that everything can be controlled by our surroundings & eating habits according to Human Genome Project.


Eriksen states an experiment regarding it:
"Cairns took bacteria in which lactase couldn't produce by genes and placed in petri dishes where only food present was lactase.In some-days dishes were colonized by bacterias and bacterial DNA changed in response of environment.DNA Replication process has changed accordingly.Thus,some biological information flows in both ways PROTEIN to DNA and DNA to PROTEIN & counters 'CENTRAL DOGMA'.As our genes influence how we literally see the positive and negative aspects of our world more clearly, we may come to believe the world has more rewards or threats.” vice-versa our lookout for life can change the way of gene regulation also.

As mentioned in my recently completed book "Super Brain",Our neural networks are being amended with every thought & feelings.Till the date there is no explanation of how the potential actions & synapses of nerve cells produces an experiences.
The communication among neural networks and brain wiring is ever changing depends on feelings,emotions & thoughts.Thus brain mapping and genomes are aligned,work according to human experiences.

So be positive your today's thinking shapes your genetic future.

A salute to great HeRoes.....

How do you feel?When you heard a lot about someone.About his dedication,sincerity,efficiency & about a great friendship.Then sudden you find out he is no more.The news of death has shocked you.You might experience a variety of emotions as disbelief, numbness & sadness .After the news has passed about tragic incident regarding Capt Prem Kumar Patil & Maj Dhruv Yadav's death.We’re struggling to cope.I put carefully Capt Prem Kumar'S notepad which i found in my home & never noticed by me.But now i reviewed it several times,how was his hand writing,his deeds,schedules definitely i am not getting those stuff.In the end of year i am recalling their last rites and heart-wrenching stories.I salute their families for their great sacrifice and sufferings.

Ek kali,
jo khilne se phale hi bikhar gayi,
vo deep jo or roshni deta,
achanak hi bujh gaya,
ek suraj jo badah raha tha gagan ki or,
kanhi beech me hi badalon se chup gaya....

palkon ke panno ka khawaab,
vo gaurav gatha,
kisi ka taa-umar intjaar,
us raagni ka saaz,
jukh gaya vatan us laal ke samaan me,
chahta hu aansuo se paanv thode me bi,
vo pakhaar du,

Sat-sat naman tujhe e gaurav,
samarpit is dharti maa me tu,
dhanay hai maati ye,
kusum bi ho jaye fida,
lipat us tirange me,
shaan tu badhaye ja....

dhanay hai,
ye desh,
ye maati,
or ye balidaan,
jo labon se na ho banyaa....


SALUTE........

Bibliophile..........

I can't,
really i can't,
you believe or not,
i can't stay away from you....

I couldn't resist myself,
you are started missing,
feeling empty inside,
start looking for you like an addicted....

You yes you are,
my beloved,
my friend,
my sophist,
my accompanied,

I loose myself in you,
and find me in you always,
no matter,
what's the time,area,place or space,
what subject you have,
and how much....

How people feel alone,
when you are here....

You taught me everything,
you told me everything,
you shared everything to me....

I live so many lives with you,
and dive so deep,
you make me cry,
you make me laugh,

I don't know
when i fall for you,
Yes i am bibliophile,
and you are my beloved........