Discontent.........

a little dumb,dull,devastated,
i walk in dark night,
golden moment, passing flashback insight....

a little tensed,
past,present and future purblind,
running with less work,more dream,
less time,more province in my mind....

i am left back,
very back,
on tracking ground,
sitting still,watching them,
running around....

a little mistake,
a single wrong turn,
and a pathetic nightmare,
can i catch them again?
i am asking to myself....

yes,you can,
someone mumble in my ear,
you can catch yourself,
can break records....

you are still on track,
and i am giving you your field,
just use it....
see it,
collect it,
and start,

because i don't teach you to surrender.....

THROE.....

ek khawab hai jo sone nahi deta,
bar-bar haar jane per bi rone nahi deta.....

dil ki ek udaan hai,
vicharon ka samndar hai rukne nahi deta....

ek kasak hai,tees hai,
ek pal ko bi baithne nahi deta......

nahi maalum ant kya hoga?
per ek pal ko bi nirasha ko jeetne nahi deta.....

ek khawab hai sone nahi deta....

beshak nahi janta me raajneeti,sadyantra,
ek vyasta dimag hai duniya ke bare me sochne nahi deta....

nahi janta kaun hai?kya hai?kya chal raha hai?
saayad me janna bi nahi chahta....

ek rasta hai bas,
kaise jana hai,kitna jana hai,
nahi janta,
per phir vahi khawab hai jo baith jane per bi ,
baithne nahi deta...

manzil hai or ek safar hai,
me beech dariya me maidan chodna nahi chahta....

ek baar jo suruaat ker di hai,
ab dum niklne se phale bhagne nahi dega.....

ek khawab hai jo sone nahi dega.....

AAENAA.....

kabhi-kabhi aaena puchata hai,
kitna ker liya?
kanha tak pahunche????

roz subh uthte hi,
muh dhote vakat umar batataa hai,
phir puchta hai khud se,
kanha tak panhuche??

me sochta hu kuch ruk ker,
kanha tak pauncha hu??
lakshay kanha tak banayaa tha?

din per din,raat per raat nikalti jaati hai,
chakarvahuy me or phsti jaati hai,
jalad se jalad isse nikalna hoga,
ya soch ker hi so gaye,
ker lenge se na kaam chalega....

ab aaine me dekh aaena bhi sarmaane lagaa hai.....

ye mahtav nahi nahi rakhta tum kon ho,kya ker rahe ho,
apitu jo ker rahe ho kaya mann se ker rahe ho,
jeet rahe ho ya haar rahe ho,
kya lagan se ker rahe ho,

kyunki sab mil jayega bus tum kush to ho,
kyonki muskurate pratibimb ka to ye aaena bi mukura swagat ker raha hai......

KHUBSURT..

Kabhi-kabhi muskura jab uthti hu,
to khud hi khud se muskura baaten karta hai....

aaina bi tarif karta hai,
or muskurahat ke saath aankho ki chamak khahti hai,
achi lag rahi ho,
main muskura taal deti hu....

khushi se jhumte hu subh-subh bahar nikalti hu,
to hava kahati hai bandhe baloon me pyaari si gudiya lagti ho,
main shaitaani ke sath hanskar baal khol deti hu.....

tabhi badal niharta sa dhak leta hai,
taki dhup na lage,
me jhuk ker shukriya ker deti hu....

main teji se chalti,
deri se bachti bhagti hu,
to pass ka hi baag muskurata hai,
or phool muskura kahta hai....
dino-din khubsoort hoti ja rahi ho,
main khil-khila deti hun or dali chidh jati hai....


main manjil ka rasta pakad leti hun,
to rasta niharta sa ,tham leta hai,
or kahata hai,kyu ja rahi ho?
chalo aaj sair per chalte hai,
main ankhe taraa deti hu....

phunchte hi meri dost khahti hai,
kya khub lag rahi ho?
me khil-khila kheh deti hu,
tumse jayda nahi....

phir aate vakt bi sabhi milte hai or
shaam ka shahar jhankta hai, kone me se....

main muskura padhti kitab si,
chandni chahre pe aa girti hai,
or chand khidki per aa jaata hai,
main khol khidki use dekhti si,
vo lori suna sula jata hai,
sapne me spana khata hai,
aaj-kal khoobsurat lagti ho,
me karwat le simat jaati hu....

FANTASY........

With beautiful smile ,above the clouds ,
Gently u welcoming me,
I give my hand to u,
Blue eyes with rigid posture twinkling,
Stare continuously in my eyes,
Deepen more deepen,
Like all dreams come true,
Leave me with half-hearted …….

Hold me with a run,
Whenever I stumble,
Whenever devastetly I turn,
Make me smile and leave all works,
Collect all pearl rolling down through my cheeks…..

SuddenLY says to me "I am dream",
I accept,”yes”
Laughed and mummbled myself,
How can It be real??
It’s a fantasy just fantasy…….
And started with smile………
.nobody is there,nobody......

My precious.........

My precious…..







MY PRECIOUS
A precious little one
I am,
Always for you,
When time seems too hard to bear,
I vision for you,
Beautiful smile blink on your face,
A lovely bond twinkle in your eyes ,

when I feel alone at times,
you hold my hand tightly and being around,
you reach within my soul,
and fill it with all hope,
Even in darkest hour,
You wipe my tears and chase the gloom,
Mistakenly I hurt you a lot,
You live with me with laughter and childhood,
You are a gift for me ,my precious!!
Just be with me,
You are precious in my eyes

PRERNA

Some people take granted women in their life but still somwhere some people still belive that wife is their strenght.....



AN ISPIRATION

Me jab bi tumhe dekhta hu,
ya tum meri taraf dekhti ho,
tum,kuch jayda hi gambhir or udas hoti ho....
me,tab ye sochta rahta hu,
jivan ke har pal ka ant(end)aise hi kyu hota hai?
tum bahar se sukhi jata khud dukhi rahti ho....
me,jab udas hota hu,
nirudeshay vicharo ke vihad van(forest) me bhatakta hu,
tum,bina kuch kahe mujhe raah dikha deti ho.....
me,jivan haara hua vayakti hu,
har pal ye mjhe baichan udasi deta hai,
tum,ek jhalak se mujhe aasvast karti ho.....
me,bhar uthta hu ativ aatm shakti se,
aatm-glani or shinta se,
tum,mere andar ek esfurtimay umang bharti ho....
me,tumhara vishwas na digne dunga,
khud ko ab or nahi girne dunga,
tum,mujhe vaise hi prerit(inspire) karna,
jaise ki ab karti ho....

ANONYMOUS

PATH..............

Uth …..
Chal o rahi…..

Vo path tayar khada,
Path hi nahi kantak bi to bhent ko har pag biche,
Kantak hi nahi pushp bi to sa-samaan biche,
Per bas tu na rukna,
Uth….
Chal o rahi…..

Kya soch?kya vichar?
Chal pad jo bi path jivan ne samne la khada kiya,
Bas pure man takat se utar ja marg me,
Piche na mud ,
Dil ko kah na jukh,
Jo bit gaya so bit gaya,
Chal keval chal,
Dekh vo path tayar khada….

LO....

DUR-dur tak andehra dikhai deta hai,
athah andhera gahra andhera ,
na chor,na kinara,
na suruaat na ant,
ek choti si lo dikhai di,
kanhi kisi kone me.....

me bhagta hu pakdne usko,pane usko,
bas phaunchne hi wala hu,
prasan hu,
phir se jivit hu,
saans aane laga hai phir,
mil gaya ha sab ya milne wala hai sab,

bas ek baar ye lo mil jaye,
tabhi jor se hawa ka koi jhonka aaya
or bujh gayi ye lo??
ye rasta tumhare liye nahi hai,
abhi or bhaut aage jaana hai...........

GO GO,RUN FAST......

I am walking alone ,
everybody closing my doors,

i am trapping in a box,
and tapping the walls,

i can see the whole world through
inside the box,
searching the door,
feel anxious inside the box,
broken the maze,

there is not only lackpulling alot,
beside blaming me all,
you need patience alot,
do and do work more and more,

yes,i m broken first door,
but it's not single challenge alone,
lots of thing to do more,
i am watching my goal,
continuously people interrupting my way of goal,
but i am running fast and fast,
time is less and work alot,
go,go run fast........
CAN I GET MY GOALS IN TIME??????

DRIZZLING RAIN......

Drizzling rain,
with coffee i make,
little moistness,cold breeze,still remain,
coffee beans with aroma of love still retain....


yes,this drizzling rain that sizzling my brain,
my hand used to right your name,
see the beautiful world of love through your name,
i can see you with your smiling face,
but again rain drops dribbling on your name,
slowly-slowly fade your name,
i see this all with plane face.....

yes,you hurt me alot sometimes,
but forgave and forgot,
your's warm breathe holds me,
whenever i feel lovelorn,

it doesn't matter you are with me or not,
you are here in my heart,
happiness and crackles full my heart....

sudden i step out,
whole world laugh out,
rain dance burst out,
i smile with myself,
because you are in me,with me,
feel a holding hand ever and forever.........

CHATAAN......

Main CHATaan hu,
jo sagar kinare,sagar se takrati rahti hai,
ye samajik buraiya ufan-ufan ke,
dubone is saher ko aavuk ho rahi hai,
per me inke bich me aa ,
is saher ko dubne nahi deti....

me vo chataan hu jo chaknachur nahi hoti,
tej hawao se,to na in javar-bhaton se,

maine kai dafa tumhe ufnte dekha hai,
to upar uth mujh per tutate dekha hai,
tum mujh per girte ho or na jane tut jate ho kitni bundo me,
haan mere bi kuch kinare tut gir gaye hai,
jo pasand ker lahre unke sang ho gaye hai....

tum haan tum sagar kai dafa tute ho meri bahon me sadiyon se,
jab bi kamjor the,himmat nahi thi,sab haar chuke the,
kabi beta,bhai,pati or na jane kitne naam,
me samet leti hu tumhe aanchal me or ban jati hu chataan vajr si,

tum phir uth khade hote ho,
or apni takat per itrate ho,
phir tut padte ho mujh per vajrpaat se,
me hansti hu,phir samet leti hu,tumhe hamesha ki tarah,
me sochti hu tumhari kisse kiski ladai hai,
ye na tum jante ho na main,


main dati hu is kinare,
yanha se na buraiya aane dungi,
haan!kadapi me bi in lahro sang andhe moh me,
chal padi buraiyon me,
per sambhal phir rokne lagti hu,
mujhe nahi bahna hoga.......

Broooooo..

Jab bi tumhari aankho me dekhta hu,
jivan dikta h,
tum bin kahe sab kah jate ho,
bin bataye sab kahe sab jaan jate ho,
mujhe mujhse behter jaan jate ho......

jab bi tumhari aankho me dekhta hu,
aaj bi kanhi thodi si rosni gahre or gahre andhere me dikhayi deti hai,
kanhi achai dikhai deti hai,
tum kaise sab badal dalte ho....
har dariya ka rukh mod dalte ho,
tum aaj bi meri aankho me jankh,
mujhe khud per abhimaan mahsus karate ho.....

meri gahri chupi,
har sanate ke piche ki halchal bhaanp jate ho,
or phale intjaar karte ho ki me batau....
or fir chutki bajate hi sab badal jata h,
tum dono hatho se mera chera tham muskura dete ho....

tum thama dete ho haath har bar ek bar or kosis karne ko,
haan me hu tumhare sath har raste pe,
janha se bi tum kudne ko kaho,
tum ho piche mujhe sambhalne ko,

ye haath tham sab aasan lagta hai,
manzile tay hone lagi hai,
or meel ke pather bi mil jayenge,
bas tum ho mere sath......

chalo ek bar phir vahi dor lagaye ,
jisme tum jitvane khatir mujhe khud gir jate the,
per ab me bada ho gaya hu,ab girna mat,
me hu tumhare sath,
janha tak bi lekar jaoge,
tham tumhara hat,puri takat se,
manzil tak pahunchenge,
kyonki jab bi tumhari ankho me dekhta hu sab mil jata hai.....

:-)STUMBLE

Thokre insaan ko chalna sikhati hai,
muskile insaan ko hansana sikhati hai,

lahre nahi tay karengi ki tu dubega or mar jayega,
ye to honsla hai jo tujhe tufan me bi jeeva layega....

suraj nahi tay karega ye ki uske dhalne se tu bebas ho baith jayega,
ye to budhi sang gyan hai jo andhere me bi sab sambhav karwa jayega....

banjar nahi tay karega ki tu bukha mar jayega,
ye to tu hai jo mehnat ker dhan-dhaanye praapt ker jayega....

ativrasti nahi tay karegi ki tu himmat haar baith jayega,
ye to tu hai jo ghan-ghor ghata me bhi apna kaam bana le jayega....

chunotiya nahi tay karengi ki tu maidan chod jayega,
ye to tu hai jo samne aayi mushkilo ko munh ki khilayega....

kisi ka sang chodna nahi tay kerega ki tu kalpit ho marr jayega,
ye to tu hai sampurn khud me jo khud sang prasan her manzil pa jayega....

katuvachan nahi tay karenge ki tu tut ker bikhar jayega,
ye to tu hai jo samne muskura phir khada ho jayega....

koi bi kamjori tod nahi sakti tujh ko,
ye to tu hai sab per jeet paker dikhayega.....

:-)kyonki thokre insaan ko chalna sikati hai....

"NIRBHAYA"

Dedicate to "NIRBHAYA"

Funharon ke beech jhankti ek nanhi pari dekhi.......

khilkhilate,ithlati,thumak-thumak chalti,
munh ke bal girti,phir muskura,khilkhila chal padti,
nanhi pari dikhi....


bundo ki aatisbaaji sang liye,
phuharo ke bich bhag,
phir sahar thand se bhagti si pari dikhi..
kabhi jor se khilkhila,kabi muh per haath lagaye athkheliya si,
bas maa ko piche sambhalti si,phir nischint ho jati si pari dikhi......

chalte-2 frock me phas gir jati si,
phir jor se ataahas ke sath khadi ho chalti si,
ek pyari si,badi maasum si,chanchal si,thodi natkhat si..
bhag-bhag khud ke chotu ko chedti phir pani me bhag jati si,
nanhi si pari dikhi..
abhi se vatsalya me,prem me bhigi vo adbhut kriti dikhi.......

motiyon ki barish si phuharo me nachti si vo pari dikhi..
achaanak piche mud sambhalti si sankrakhak ko,vo kuch sankit si dikhi....

tabhi haath per ek pyaara sa esparsh liye,
ek pyari si,dulari si,mote-mote aansu liye vo pari dikhi..
god me le chup karati,kabhi uski duniya dekhti,
uske rone ke shor me adhir si,or vo bade apnepan se chipak mujhse bilakhti vo pari mili.....

tabi dusri or jor se tutlaati 'lishuu'
us nanhe ko,uski duniya phir se dikhi,
phir se nachti si,bhagti si,
main ek tak niharti,mand-mand muskurati,ektak usko niharti,
do bunde aansu ki jo uske kapolon per tiki hai abhi tak,
vo bhul sab khuch,pyari si vo nirmatri,


main use bachana chahti hu,
uski masumiyatye jivan,nischal prem,vo sari bhavanae bachana chahti hu,
ye har dusre per athak viswash,ye himmat bachana chahti hu,


es durdin duniya me vo kal phir milegi,
apne chote 'lishu'ko khilati,khelti,
main iske astitav,eske sammaan,maasumiyat,
ankho me ye chamak bachana chahti hu........

" SAVE A GIRL CHILD FROM FEMALE INFANTICIDE,RAPE,DOWRY,DOMESTIC VIOLENCE "

SAGARrrrrr..

Ye lahren jab paanv chuti hai,
to ahsaas hota hai,
kitna kuch bit gayaa,
kitna kuch bit jayega.....

ye hawaaen jab julpho ko ched chalti h to ahsaas hota hai,
ki jo hua acha hua ,
aakhir ek or vishwaas or tut gaya....

me akeli sanaate me is ret ki,
to kabi lahron ki sangini,
to ahsaas hota hai ki kitni kushi de jata h kabi-kabi ye akelapen bhi.....

jab bhi najren phalaye aage dekhti hu,
to ye ahsaas hota h ki ye lahren muskurati si mujhe pukaarti rahi h,
me khamos mahsus karti sab sagar me utarnaa chahti hu....

ye hawaa ki sansan to kabi,
lahron ki jhan-jhan sun,
ye ahsaas hota ki kabi-kabi jindgi ka akelapen bhi kitna apna hota hai........

in sipiyon ke sang khelna,
to kabi inhe chalte dekhna,
sankh ka saundaraye to kabi moti ke mil jane ki kalpana,
maano umang bhar deta hai,

or phir ye shaant,aandidt or bilkul apnaa sa sab,
kabi lahron ki kal-kal ke sang vibhor hona to kabi,
muskurate-2 us suraj me samaa jana chod kanhi jane ka mann nahi karta.....

maano ye jivan yunhi is shaanti,pavitrataa or sach sang akele hi bit jaye,
bina kisi juth,kapat or kalesh ke......

Taciturnity.....ChUppIiii.......

Dur andhere me kisi ko pukarne se ye chuppi achi hai,
kabhi galat ho jane per kisi ko kuch rone se ye chuppi achi hai,
kale baadal ke gharaa jane per kisi ki or dekhne se ye chuppi achi hai,
kisiko galti batane ya galat ko galat thahraane se ye chuppi achi hai.....

jo todnaa chahte hai sab aatut bandhano ko hans ke vo riste chodte samay bi ye chupi achi hai,
sab acha karne per bi burai milne per hans ker siwikaarnaa tab bi ye chupi achi hai,
sirf tum jante ho jis jagah rahker tumne jo kiya vo sahi tha to ye chupi achi hai,
kisi ke nichaa dikhane per ya anyaay karne per bi shaayad ye chuppi achi hai....

kyonki koi nahi samjhane wala,
koi nahi mahsoos karne wala,
sab vidhi ka vidhan h jo tere bi haath me na tha,
bas hath me dikha jaise dhuaan(fog) tha,
isliye bas chuppi achi hai.....

kyonki apna maan sab bataye jane se or sab sun galat tharaye jane se
ye chuppi achi hai....

tum ho or keval tum hi ho tumhara jivan me koi dusra nahi,
nirjan tapu per phanse maanav se,
akele chilaane se ye chuppi achi hai....

aaj ke baad kabi kisi ko kuch na kahna,
kyonki ye ye chuppi hi bas teri hai.........

YUDH.....

Jab-jab anyay had se badh jata hai,
anaayaas hi partikaar ka aagosh ban jaata hai.....

abhimanyu ke samaan mahabharti chakarvayuh me khud ko fansaa paata hu,
sadev hi khud ko sahi jante hue bi logo ke aage galat paata hu....

per andhere me dadipaymaan krishan ko sang khadaa paata hu,
sanhaar to kabi,sudarshan ko chalta paata hu....

per vishmay kya kalyugi durdintaa per,
satyugi kaurav-paandav bhi nahi dharm ke saath rahe jab....

jab maayaa-lobh maati ban aankho per chaa jati hai,
tab manushay se kya-kya dushchitay kritay karwati hai....

mahaabhart bi naam hai abhimaan ke partishodh ka,
maan ke naam per to bhrater-dharm banaa shatrutaa....

yudh to dusra naam h maan ka,
ya ant hota ahankari parivaar ka,
apmaan ka ghunt piker hi parjvilit hui agni parhaar ka....

kintu ant sadev satay-yukt hota h,
yug ho koi satay hi saphal hota hai....

kosise besak hui satay ko jad se mitane ki,
per mera abhimaan abhi shesh hai.....

PATAN...........

Me jaise-jaise aage badhti jaata hu,
patan mere najdik aata jata hai.....


mere kadamon ke sath-sath ,
kuch to ,kabi bahut kuch piche chutata jaata hai.....

main duniyan ke samne nikhrataa jataa hun,
to kisi daldal me phastaa jata hu,
jitna bi aage nikalta jaata hu,
darindon ki duniya ke bane rivaajon me phasantaa jata hu....

haar jagah aage badhanaa bi ek abhishaap banta jata hai,
jaise-jaise jamin se uncha uthata jaata hu,
ya jab kabi maanviy ashamtaon ko chunoti de upar uthata hun,
utanaa hi niche kinch liya jaata hu,
meri har achai,manviyataa va satav prem ko,
ashamay bataa mujhe piche khinch liya jata hai,


me jab bi unch-nich,jant-pant ki is paat ko baatna chahta hu,
mujhe galat sabit kar diya jata hai apne kalushit karmo se....


me jitna aage badhta jaata hu,
ye rishte tutte jate hai,
or mera patan or najdik aata jata hai,jaise hi me riste sambhalne niche jhukta hu,
mere karm pichad jate hai,


per ye dur ki mati-bharam hai,
ye keval mera bharam hai,
rishte or karam ek pahiye ki dhuri ke samaan hai,
mere karmon ka patan unhe bi kasat pahunchata hai,
or dono hi patan ki or aagarsar hote hai....

kintu mere rishte kamjor nahi,ye tutte nahi,
ye karm sang mujhe bi patan se khinch aage aagrsar ker dete hai,
ye mujhe phal ke liye nahi apitu karm ki or badha dete hai......


rishton ke saath patan hi mera jivan dayni bi hai,
me aabhari hu in rishton ki.......