SMILE!!

"When tears fall like the morning dew,

And sorrow's cloud hides the sun from you,

Remember, dear one, you're not alone,

I'm here to weather the storm with you.

Your smile is sunshine the day,

A ray of hope that chases the blues away,

Your laughter echoes, a joyful sound,

A melody that lifts many hearts off the ground.

In times of sorrow, hold my hand,

Together we'll brave the troubled land,

I'll listen close, with a caring ear,

And help you find the strength to persevere.

You're a gem, a treasure rare,

A friend who's precious, beyond compare,

Your heart, a garden of true soul and light,

A beauty that shines, through darkest night.

So hold your head high, dear one, and smile,

I'll stand by you, through every test,

And help you find your inner best.

You're stronger than you think, you're brave,

A warrior heart, that beats with love,

Don't let sadness whisper lies to you,

Just smile!!

Solitude!!

"In silence, I find my peace

A refuge from life's turbulent release

No desires, no attachments bind

Freedom from wants, leaves heart and mind

In solitude, I breathe and be

Unshackled from the world's wild sea

Thoughts arise, and pass like clouds

No clinging, no aversion allowed

The mind settles, like a still lake

Reflecting truth, for all to partake

Wisdom dawns, like sunrise bright

Illuminating the path, through endless night

In solitude, I let go and see

The impermanence of all that's been

No self, no ego, no I, no mine

Emptiness, the ultimate divine

The Four Noble Truths, I recall

Suffering, origin, cessation, and path to all

The Eightfold Path, my guiding light

Leading me through life's darkest night

In solitude, I find my strength

A warrior's heart, that faces length

Of suffering's root, I take aim

And sever ignorance, the root of pain

May solitude bring wisdom's gain

And peace that passes, all earthly pain

May all beings, find this peaceful shore

And awaken, forevermore."

*Impermanence & Detachment from desires and attachments

When you return to yourself after roaming around the world.

Beautiful Life!!

 

"Life is a canvas, vibrant and bright

A tapestry woven with threads of delight

Every moment a chance to create and thrive

A beautiful journey, where love and joy survive

Opportunities bloom like flowers in spring

Unfurl your petals, let your spirit sing

Embrace each day with hope and cheer

And let the beauty of life draw near

Happiness unfolds like a sunrise high

A radiant smile, that touches the sky

In every breath, a gift is found

A life filled with wonder, forever bound

Like a river flowing, ever-changing course

Life's journey twists and turns, with hidden force

Yet in each bend, a lesson is learned

And wisdom's treasures, like gems, are earned

So let your heart be filled with delight

As life's beauty shines, in morning light

Bloom where you are, let your spirit soar

And dance with joy, on life's wondrous shore

For every moment is a gift divine

A chance to shine, and make life's beauty mine

So cherish each breath, each heartbeat true

And let life's splendor, forever shine through."

Victory!!

"Arise, O Parth, noble warrior true,

Your heart is pure, your spirit anew.

The battle ahead, a test of might,

But fear not and shine with light.

Your doubts and fears,shall dispel,

And I am with you through life's turbulent spell.

You are a warrior, strong and brave,

Your duty calls, your honor to save.

Do not yield to emotions' sway,

Focus on duty, come what may.

The path of righteousness, I shall show,

Together we'll face the foe.

Your chariot, a symbol of your soul,

With every step, with every breath,

I'll be with you, through life and death.

You are not just a warrior, but a king,

A leader born, with heart that sings.

Your people need you, your land requires,

Your courage, honor, and noble fires.

So rise, O Parth, and claim your right,

Victory awaits, shining bright.

I,  believe in you,

Together we shall see this through."

"The Healing Power of Shared Laughter"

Spending quality time with loved ones can be incredibly therapeutic, especially in challenging situations like hospital stays. A mother-daughter conversation about funny childhood memories can bring joy, comfort, and a sense of connection . 

Complimentary snacks prepared by none other than our one more family member cook aunty who has been working from last 24 years . Who's aware of your childhood likings-dislikings.Its just a gesture to show" we are concerned about you".

The terrific night converted into a mesmerizing night because of Punjabiyat of my mom and her anecdotes.The way she cursed her naughty daughter and scolded her alot.Her daughter didn't care about surroundings and lived her life the fullest. Disclosed all the secrets to other aunties .The way took other kids to the corner of house and beat them.When there gurdain came up disappeared from the house.Pluck all the fruits- flowers from gardens of other people.Punctured their cars.Reached wherever good food cooked.Took advantages of good body & build up in games and tear other kids clothes.The kind of temperament that little girl had was big concern of her mom.Inspite of being a girl stayed always in boys group and behaved like Don of Colony. Everyday almost factured her body and damaged cycle.Big fan of television no matter what program is playing on it.Too fussy in the matter of food and clothes.Mom fed up in preparation of delicious food for her.Going on trips and too much extracurricular participations.Going in shorts to village on festive occasions.Why did mom quit coming in PTM to school cause of complaints of teachers.Mom told me with laughter that she used to cry infront of my Bua.The way I took revenge on Diwali by spoiling dresses of other people from crackers.In diwali darshan a round from jeep to city,that little girl used to throw crackers on other people and became a reason of fight in market.Really!!Ghosh..is it all true?How time changed the people.Now mom is relieved and happy cause of my sincereity.

Than I realized Shared laughter and positive reminiscence can:

- Reduce stress and anxiety

- Boost mood and overall well-being

- Strengthen relationships

- Create lasting memories

As we lived in civil servants Colony and our neighborhood was surrounded by District collectors,DSPs ,other ranks.The unwavering confidence of that girl ,she stepped on stage when district collectors safa ceremony was going on asked I also wanna to wear it and they did both of kids his son & that little girl's too.The way she skipped from studies and climbed on the trees present in garden of quater and when buddy uncle climbed on the tree she used to scream I'll jump from the tree if you force me.Forced him to call her chote shaab,asked for water of glass in tray like he served to Pa.It gave me goosebumps thought about the condition of mom.How did she handle me in these kind of situations?and transformed me in such a considerate & sensitive girl. Yes,no doubt power of Punjabiyat they can do anything. 

No doubt Childhood memories, both happy and challenging, shape our identities and relationships. Reflecting on these experiences with loved ones can foster:

- Emotional intimacy

- Empathy and understanding

- Gratitude and appreciation

- Closure and healing

Having lots of other stories too but wanna to know about yours childhood first..eagerly waiting..

Days in hospital!!

 ये जंहा हम हार मान जाते हैं,

या पत्थर-पत्थर को भगवान मानते हैं, जंहा पहचान होती है अपनो की, दुरी से या हो नज़दीकियों से, जंहा शौहरत ऐसो -आराम, उसकी अकद, वो गुरुर, दूसरो को नीचा दिखाना, ख़ुद पे गुरूर, सब ताश के महल की तरह, दह जाता है, यन्हा सभी आते हैं, जो दिल के अच्छा, थोड़े मन के saccha,, मक्कार, या कपटी, जब देखता है asliyat,

नवाते है sir, इक इंसान के आगे, जब क्या ना मिला, की जगह जो है, उसका शुक्रिया मानता है, कोई या नहीं, ये है अस्पताल, जो सबके लिए एक सा है, तो क्यों ना थोड़ा आज में मुस्कुरा ले, जो भी मिले उसे मना ले, एक दूजे को विश्वास दे, हिम्मत तोड़े ना किसी, खुद हिम्मत बन जाये सबकी!

The end of an Era!!

 

           

               Greif is the price to pay for love!!

*The Humble Tycoon

Ratan Tata, the former Chairman of Tata Group, is a name synonymous with success, philanthropy, and humility. Despite being one of India's most influential business leaders, Tata's down-to-earth nature has earned him widespread respect and admiration.

*Leadership and Legacy*

Under Ratan Tata's leadership (1991-2012), Tata Group expanded globally, acquiring iconic brands like Jaguar, Land Rover, and Corus Steel. He transformed the company into a $100 billion conglomerate while maintaining its values and commitment to social responsibility.

*Down-to-Earth Nature*

Tata's humility is evident in:

1. *Simple Office*: His office was modest, with minimal decor and no opulent furnishings.

2. *No Frills*: He flew economy class and carried his own luggage.

3. *Accessible Leader*: Employees could approach him directly, without appointments.

4. *Philanthropy*: Tata donated 65% of his wealth to charitable causes.

*Inspiring Quotes*

1. "I have always felt that business should be done with a sense of purpose."

2. "The wealth we create should benefit society."

3. "Leadership is about making others better as a result of your presence."

Ratan Tata's remarkable journey serves as a testament to the power of humility, compassion, and responsible leadership. His legacy continues to inspire generations of entrepreneurs, business leaders, and individuals worldwide.

Shakti and Savrupa!!

*The Divine Feminine: Unveiling Shakti and Savrupa*

In Hindu philosophy, Shakti represents the embodiment of feminine power and energy, while Savrupa signifies the ultimate reality or true form. Together, they form an integral part of the cosmic dance, illuminating the path to spiritual growth and self-realization.

*Shakti: The Divine Feminine*

Shakti, meaning "power" or "energy," is the dynamic and creative force that governs the universe. She is the consort of Lord Shiva, representing the feminine aspect of the divine. Shakti's various forms, such as Durga, Kali, and Lakshmi, symbolize different aspects of feminine power:

- Durga: Strength and protection

- Kali: Transformation and destruction

- Lakshmi: Beauty and prosperity

*Savrupa: The True Form*

Savrupa, or "true form," refers to the ultimate reality that lies beyond human perception. It represents the unchanging, all-pervading essence that underlies the universe. Savrupa is often associated with the concept of Brahman, the absolute reality.

May this combination never deviate from righteous path no matter what she faces.May she become as capable as powerful no masculinity demean her.She understands her surroundings and remains undefeated.May she never look for support inside or outside even she becomes giver. May her shoulders become too strong so that she takes up responsibilities no matter how hard are them.May she always take steps towards growth.May she had innate strength that she never share anything with anyone even let her guide on her own.May this Devi would be her own partner.May in the ocean of emotions where tides keep coming she chooses right one.May not a single emotion can melt her heart in this ruthless world. 

"The Elephant in the Brain"

 "The Elephant in the Brain: Hidden Flaws and Hidden Motives" is a thought-provoking book by Kevin Simler and Robin Hanson that explores the unconscious motivations and biases that drive human behavior.

*Key Concepts:*

1. The "Elephant" represents our unconscious mind, which controls most of our thoughts, feelings, and actions.

2. Self-deception: We often hide our true motives from ourselves, leading to conflicting desires and behaviors.

3. Hidden motives: Our unconscious drives, such as status-seeking, mate-seeking, and self-signaling.

*Main Arguments:*

1. Humans are not as rational as we think; our unconscious mind plays a significant role in decision-making.

2. We systematically deceive ourselves about our motivations, leading to self-delusion.

3. Understanding our hidden motives can help us make better choices and improve our relationships.

*Implications:*

1. Politics: Understanding hidden motives can help us navigate conflicts and improve policy decisions.

2. Personal relationships: Recognizing unconscious biases can foster empathy and cooperation.

3. Self-improvement: Awareness of our hidden motives can aid personal growth.

* We aren't as simple as seems to us.

Being on right track!!

 

Here I am sharing some profound habits that form your personality.It is said that even a single thought have impact on manifestation of your future and life.Even these thoughts frame your thought process, reactions and appearances.

*THOUGHTS YOU ENTERTAIN 

The kind of thoughts come in your mind during work or sitting ideal.The kind of discussion you do with others.Field of your interests and curiosity.

*MEDIA YOU CONSUME

The kind of movies & entertainment dramas you watch on different platforms without your sense they change your consciousness. 

*YOUR WORK ENVIRONMENT 

Type of your surroundings and colleagues really matters. 

*HOW YOU HANDLE STRESS

"The flight and fight mechanism"way in which you respond or react.Do you put mental peace above everything and choose stay away from that environment or you Confront immediately and find contentment. 

*MENTAL AND PHYSICAL ACTIVITY 

Daily health regime and mental exercises. Reading hours.

*YOUR RELATIONSHIPS

Some relationships are given to us by Almighty or some are chosen by us.Find balance between true one and false one.

*YOUR SLEEP QUALITY 

Your sleep pattern and how sound do you sleep?Sleep pattern select by you.The thought process at the last moment of day.

*YOUR CORE BELIEFS

The beliefs & morals "what is right and what's wrong ?" And how much control do you have on this process?

*YOUR DAILY HABITS

Your habits and routine which is followed by you day to night.

*WHAT YOU EAT

Food is the bestiest medicine so intake it in this way only.

Izzat!!

 Kya jo mila nahi zindgi se,

Jisse itna gila hai,

Kya jaroori hai sab pa jana,

Hota hai ki kuch chut jata h,

Jo tumhare liye sab kuch tha,

Yeh bhawnaye hai jo bheti si,

Nirmal or saral,

Tu bas kud ko badhata chal,

Shukriya aada ker waqt ache ka,

Or nikharta chal kaushal apne,

Bas kartvyon me dub ja pura,

Tu tere liye mahatpuran h,

Itna hi kafi h,

Hausla rakh,

Or khud per yakeen.

Silent Battels!!

 A silent battle refers to the internal struggles and challenges that individuals face, often unseen and unheard by others. It is a personal and private war that rages within, as one navigates through difficulties, emotions, and conflicts. This silent battle can manifest in various forms, such as mental health issues, emotional turmoil, or hidden hardships. Despite appearances of calmness and normalcy on the surface, the person may be fighting to overcome fears, anxieties, or painful experiences. The silent battle requires resilience, courage, and determination to persevere, and its warriors often emerge stronger and wiser, though sometimes scarred. Recognizing and acknowledging these unseen struggles is crucial in providing support and understanding to those who are fighting their own silent battles.They need true relationships and unconditional compassion.So just support each other we don't know whose's going through which silent battel.

"Surrounded by faces, stories untold,

Silent struggles, hearts turned cold.

A rainy day, gloominess descends,

Music, coffee, work, no solace sends.

Trapped in a role, living for show,

Longing for someone that's not mine,

Fear of hurting others, a heavy weight,

'Am I doing right?' echoes through the night.

Torn between truth and pretended peace,

Shall I vanish, or find release?

In what depths do I lose myself?

A search for solace, a heartfelt wealth.

Growth!!

 Growth,

Where we don't allow each other to quite,

Growth,

Where distraction from path isn't allowed,

Growth,

Where we don't allow being sad for a moment ,

Growth,

A path towards dreams,those seems unattainable, 

Growth, 

Leaving all comfort zone and pushing hard till last moment, 

Growth, 

Towards happiness with right consciousness,

Growth,

Moving ahead on righteous path,

Growth, 

A motivation and care!!

Keep achieving zenith. Till the time we have purpose in life any kind of negativity cannot touch anyone. 

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Sang!!

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Dharti ne kanha sang choda hai,

Kya aasman hata sir se kabhi,

Nadyino ne kanha kabhi behna band kiya h,

Sang ye to sadiyoon se raha h,

Janha mann mila ho,

Kanha badlon ne baarish ko choda h,

Kanha podhon ne phoolon ko,

Or phoolon ne titliyon ko,

Mile na sahi per,

Sath to fir bhi h,

Kabhi akelepan me,

Kisi uljhan me,

Har khushi me,

Aage badhne me,

Yaad aati h,

Lagta h,

Ab kya ho raha hoga?

Per tham lena h usko,

Saath to kanha choda h kabhi kisi ka,

Sabko saath le chalni ki,

Purani aadat rahi h,

Bas saath hamesha hu,

Har us aage chalte path per..

Parents!!

 The day I saw someone taking care of his parents,I realized" what do they ask from us?".We can't do anything for them except take care of their name and prestige.They must have dreams about their son's marriage or daughter's marriage. They only want to see them in a fulfilled relationship.Their kids as their grandchildren.I can imagine their dreams and happiness. So we all try to give our best wherever we are and whatever we do.Keep going with full dedication.

Parents jinhe sabdon me banyan kerna namumkeen hai,

Jo duniya me late hi nahi,

Duniya bhar ki khusiya daman me daal,

Jatate bhi nahi,

Parents, Jo bhagwan ka hi ek partiroop h,

Kya nahi ker jate ,

Sirf chere ki choti si muskan ,

Or tyoriyon ki ek lakeer ko mitane khateer,

Parents, 

Sab sikh jate h naya ,

Khud ko bhool jate hamari dafa,

Chup-chup gum ko kanhi daba,

Muskura,himmat ban,

Apne dard chupa ,

Vo dil ka ho ,ya sharir ka,

Ho jate hai hamari  duniya me sarik,

Na jatate hamari haar ka dard,

Na hamari jeet ka haq,

Jo asal me unki hi h,

Parents, 

Kya hi de paye hum unhe,

Or kya de payenge,

Bas kabhi raste galat nahi lene h,

Unka maan salamat rakhna hai,

Jo bhi ho muskura har din uthna hai,

Jo kabhi chatan se laga karte the,

Ab dil darne laga h,

Roz roz milne ko tadpne laga,

Kaise basar ker payenge unke bina hum apna jivan,

Jab pata koi nahi is itni badi duniya me tumhare bina,

Parents.....

Raay!!

 Never give explanation for your taken steps!

Raay ,bhi kya gazab ki cheez h,

Lena koi nahi chahta,

Dene ko sab tyaar rahte h,

Kuch Naya ek tajurbe ne sikhaya,

Chahe kitna bhi apnapan ho,

Kabhi na jatana apne sangharsh or taqliphen,

Yeh samjhana dikaton ka kisi ko,

Ek raay bananva jayega,

Waqt to fir bhi badal jayega,

Akele me aansoon baha,

Fir sambhal jana bhetar hai,

Bas khud per yakeen or himmat rakna,

Sab badal jayega jald hi,

Raha vo na,

To kismet dum h jo yeh waqt tik payega,

Bas prayas mat chondna.

Mindset

As I got up early in the morning ,read 4 pages of book and started doing cooking as fast as I could do.Made Daughter and son ready,Dropped my daughter at school bus stop.Afterwards started walking with pram in hands and accompanied beautiful weather along with a wonderful mindset.A enchanting voice of song from my earpods complimented the aura.I had coffee after coming, listened audio books.

 I promised myself that I won't think about past and future.Walked through whole place in present mind set,analyzed do & don't, strength and weaknesses.Realized ,i have given the best in every area so now  need to give preference to my goals.No more blaming, only blessings.Will try more & more if I will fail than also i would learn something for my betterment. Wanna to learn so many new things like icing the cake more appropriately, Yes Guitar that still isn't good enough,improve communication skills ,Read an article related to this that explains "the most important skill of life is expression" if you can't express yourself in appropriate manner than possibilities of survival and liking from others may defer inspite of your effort ,dedication and your own personality, people will misunderstood you. Will stop taking stress inspite of this will take charge of my life and fulfill my wanderlust on my own,many more..wishes of Kargil diwas to all.

Be Thankful!!

Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire. If you did, what would there be to look forward to?

Be thankful when you don't know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn.

Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow.

Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement.

Be thankful for each new challenge, because it will build your strength and character.

Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons.

Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a difference.

It's easy to be thankful for the good things. A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks.

Gratitude can turn a negative into a positive. Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings.

Gratitude!

 A early morning thoughts, 

A prayer for all,

A big thank you to God for everything, 

And try to accept the change,

The reality that isn't pleasant,

Plan for today's aim,

And memory of good things with close eyes,

Be strong,

Stay strong,

Things are changed,

They can be changed, 

Anywhere-anytime,

Don't crave for the same,

Accept poiletly and with love,

Whatever God used to be served, 

I'll accept the situation, 

Thank you for everything. 

DIGNITY!!

 Dignity

Where thoughts are defiled with Anger, greed, violence and pride; Where mind revolts against the truth And carries the lies as its guide;

Where heart follows words of sinners Where men cease to act as healers; Where actions push lives into woes Where river of wisdom never flows;

Where heart does not care to repent For the deeds unlawfully done; Where from the hearts of people Feelings of love and kinship are gone;

To that world, O God, don't show me the way Help me; as a stone, under your feet let me stay.

Tiku akp

Don't loose your dignity, be mindful and be on righteous path any how.

FOCUS!!

 

Life is mix of spices like a cuisines,combination of boon and bane,the thing drive our needs and direction is our focus.You focus on glass half full or empty. 

So Ebb and flow, ebb and flow, ebb and flow again—honour the cycles and rhythms of nature. Honour what your inner landscape is revealing to you at the moment. Being present with your pain means sitting with it and acknowledging its existence. It means accepting your feelings as they are, without trying to change or suppress them. 

That said, you’re also being reminded that you’re in the midst of a transition at the moment. Not everybody in your orbit will cross that bridge with you. Don't toll your loved one with your personal problems, don't discuss your own story with anyone,peace with the fact that growth will require you to venture into the wilderness alone, and that’s okay.Accept the truth and let them move on!

Simply reminding you of a mantra -Embrace the grind, but make it fashion! Picture yourself as the artisan of your own life, meticulously crafting your masterpiece with dedication and flair. Your attention to detail and commitment to excellence haven't gone unnoticed, so keep polishing those skills—you’re about to shine brighter than ever before! Think of every task as a brushstroke on the grand canvas of your life, whether it's fine-tuning your target or mastering a new skill. If taking the given step enables you to move closer to the big goal, the answer is ‘what are you waiting for?’

Let's make a life✍️

 

Let's create happiness surround us and make our dream come true.Let's make the current situation as an opportunity of lifetime to redefine ourselves.Staying with in laws is getting to a positive note, isn’t this an opportunity to do many things which i wanted to do but always said i don’t have time due to indulgence of Army affairs. Suddenly i have ample time to talk to my families and friends, improve the bonds by filling up the cracks that might have come in past, get to know what our next generations likes and dislikes and most importantly self-introspection to assess if we are on right path.

Doing household chores take as a opportunity to weight reduction and providing more hygiene level to our lifestyles.

Doing banking work and shopping and going mall everyday by my own is improving my driving skills too.

Meeting more people each and everyone gives us deep insights the way everyone loves you and giving you ideas about the games people play.

Kids become more flexible and skilled in people speaking.

Best time to do SWOT analysis to become aware of our true strengths and development needs, learn about the opportunities & threats.

I need to have a firm belief that this phase is going to get over soon and there is a next phase of happiness waiting to welcome us. After every gloomy day there is a bright sunshine. Let’s make this a win-win situation, hit two birds with one stone of self-isolation, kill the unknown bad habits and fill our current gaps for a better future.

After all at the end of day the thing matters the most is you.Your's health, success and happiness. Take care of yourself my dear.

"A journey"

 "North-east to South-west"

When frequent traveling is part of your life and love of your life.A beautiful dream to become solo-traveler always is enchanting voice in your heart and slowly, you are heading towards it.

From the very same dream,I got an experience of journey of North to South in a single day.The scene of road traveling in Bengal to Rajasthan. A sky trip of tropical airports with vivid scenarios of rich culture.  

Chootanaa!!

 Kuch na kuch choot hi jata h,

Kitna bhi sambhal loo,

Ek ko thamu to khuch or choot hi jata h,

Mann sambhalu to Maan,

Or Maan sambhalu to Mann,

Kuch to chut hi jata h,

Yanha sab itna mushkil kyu h?

Ek tees chubti rehti h saankh si dil me,

Sapne sambhalu to apne,

Apne sambhalu to sapne,

Kuch to choot hi jata h,

Aas rakhu to vishwas, 

Or vishwas rakhu to aas,

Kuch to choot hi jata h,

Ab kisko choonu?

PATH AHEAD!!

 Embark on a new journey, 

Warm blood rush to move further,

Roam in ambiguity,

Vision of future with past view,

Mistakes won't repeat, 

Took promise of this league,

Don't be sentimental, 

This world is not worth of your emotions, 

Emotionals are fool of the era,

Hold these inside,

Hold these inside for you only,

Life is too small,

Along a long way,

Be careful,  

And take care of yourself,

We aren't here to take nonsense from anyone, 

Take steps further on right path,

Lift your chin and head,

And stamp your feet in victory!!

WOMAN

 There’s a unique power within every woman, and certain situations allow it to shine brighter than ever.

Life throws us all kinds of curveballs, but there are circumstances where strong women don’t just survive; they thrive.

One thing is for sure – life isn’t all sunshine and rainbows. There are times when it feels like the world is working against us, and obstacles seem to be popping up left and right.

Strong women find ways to adapt, overcome, and ultimately thrive in these situations. These are the moments that shape them, define them and make them the powerhouses they are.

We have this innate ability to turn empathy into action. They don’t just feel for others – they stand with them, fight for them, and give them the support they need.

Being underestimated or undervalued isn’t a setback for these women. It’s a catapult. A launching pad that propels them to greater heights.

In my own journey of self-discovery and growth, I’ve found that the moments I’ve felt most fulfilled were when I was confidently standing on my own two feet

It’s raw, it’s scary, and it’s incredibly powerful. When strong women face their fears, they prove to themselves – and to everyone else – just how strong they really are. They don’t just survive these situations – they thrive, and it’s nothing short of inspiring.

CELEBRATE!!

 Celebrate,

When you achieve alot,

Celebrate, 

When you start working more,

Celebrate, 

When you got lessons and reasons more,

Celebrate,

When new beginnings surrounds over all,

Celebrate, 

When you patiently proven alot,

Celebrate,

When you only have expectations from yourself, 

Celebrate,

When you survived & lived happily,

Celebrate, 

When you come to know your new strengths,

Celebrate, 

When you embrace change,

Celebrate, 

When you keep going on righteous path,

Celebrate, 

Each & every moment, 

Cause, 

Zindgi na mile dubara $&@"'....

SELF-SABOTAGE

Self-sabotage is a behavior in which you know this activity or process gone to hurt you or hinder your progress.

some people undermine their own good intentions and long-term goals. When people take these destructive steps, their harmful behavior can negatively impact nearly every part of their lives even their own health.

 CAUSE -"Cognitive dissonance"

People showing this behavior struggle with cognitive dissonance, or the mental discomfort you may have holding two conflicting ideas at the same time. Human beings like to have consistency between their beliefs and actions.Or may be going through tough period.

HOW TO 🛑-

Find the root cause,That means we undermined our performances not when we were tired, but when we had peak cognitive resources at our disposal. It, therefore, takes a lot of energy to continue this behavior, and it leads to maladaptive outcomes.

Following healthy routine one day and go 4 steps back by binge eating,sleepless nights and day,inactive mode,stop looking after ourselves and take care of each end everything. 

Has to be stopped. 

STEPPING INTO SPOTLIGHT!!

 MY FIRST RAMP-WALK

The stage was set,the lights were dimmed,and the anticipation was palpable as I took my first step on runway. It was a moment I hadn't dreamed of-the chance to strut my stuff on runway and showcase fashion in creatively.This is the unforgettable journey down the runaway as an Army wife.

The was chic mess area transformed into glamorous fashion heaven for the ladies club.The theme of event was 'Urban Elegance '.

After weeks of preparation, I was thrilled to participate in the show.From fitting to rehearsals,the preparation was intense but exhilarating. I  practiced walk relentlessly, striving for the perfect balance of poise and confidence.

At the final moment,as the pulsating beat of music filled the air,I stepped on the runaway, feeling a rush of adrenaline like never before.The spotlight illuminated my path as I glidded effortlessly,channeling the fierce energy of glamorous world.Each step felt like a dance,a graceful expression of self-assurance and style.

My outfit was Egypt princess inpired stunning ensemble that blended sleek velvet dress with textures.Every detail was meticulously curated to enhance my presence on the runaway. 

Backstage was whirlwind of activity,with ladies and their seniors bustling about in a frenzy of creativity.Amidst the chaos,there was a sense of camaraderie and excitement as we prepared weeks to showcase our hardwork and dedication. 

At last moment commander wife changed the positions and turned me into showstopper.We peformed wonderfully.

Walking on ramp was more than just a fashion-show ,it was a transformative experience that pushed me out of my comfort zone and challenged me to embarce my inner strength and confidence. 

As I took my final bow and the applause echoed through the venue.It was the triumph of confidence and hardwork from a 'Tom-boy' girl to glamorous diva.

GITA

 

Bhagavad Gita is the discourse between Lord Krishna and Arjun before the start of the Mahabharata or Kurukshetra War. It consists of the teaching by Lord Krishna in the form of Shlokas or verses that changed Arjuna’s perspective of life. Although Gita is centuries old, its knowledge and logic are relevant today as well, thus, making it a timeless guide. 

Bhagavad Gita shlokas can help us find the right path and make the right choices in difficult times. They guide us to find inner peace, purpose, and true success in life. 

Understanding the shlokas from Bhagavad Gita gives us deep insights into the whys and hows of daily life. By reading Bhagavad Gita regularly, you can experience some remarkable changes in your life and perspective. You will become calmer, happier, and more content.

I learnt two lessons one whosever did wrong with you just go on righteous path without deviation.We should be right in our own life.And when people give you bad experiences don't show them negativity, be non- reactive,don't complain about these people much to others.Geeta and Arthsastra isn't only ancient even part of management studies in many countries. Those make you more wiser & mature. 

AN ART OF LET GO!!

Learning to let go of things can be valuable for personal growth and emotional well-being.

Instead of worrying about things beyond our control, we should focus on what we have the power to change.Mindfulness allows us to notice at the moment and consciously choose to soften, breathe, and let go.So we shouldn't try to control others and accept the situation as well as reality. Whatever isn't belongs to us we shouldn't wish.In life we don't get so many things as good education, parents, set of people,job, money,fame but how many times we start going to wrong direction or start thinking about stealing/robbery etc.Life is compromise between our feelings and reality. At every stage we need to quiet our feelings and accept the reality. Definitely, it's very painful but as soon we learn & follow it.Damage is less.

When I were going through my book 'Man's search for meaning ' is quoted "Ultimately man shouldn't ask what the meaning of life is,but rather must recognize that it is he who is asked".Really? This thought made me awake....

FLORAL CARPET!!

Early morning when pushed myself to go for walk and felt dizziness due to lack of sleep but dressed up in my tracks,started walking.

A cool breeze gave good morning smile,with a beautiful companion" Nature ".I started walking in lush green area.The gardens are a burst of vivid blooms and a visual treat. The picturesque landscape full of manicured lawns and hedges, British style bungalows of seniors and terraces is breathtaking. 

The gardens are known for many varieties of flowers found here along with marigolds, petunias, lilies and bougainvilleas that dot the paths. By and large, it remained a rejuvenating experience where i got a chance to appreciate and admire nature’s wonders.

Afterwards path were going ahead acrossing 'Boghra Chowk' towards bridge.On bridge the bus stop is my favorite destination. Path leading ahead took me to a beautiful floral carpet spreaded by nature only.Trees were swinging in different-different directions and doing rain of flowers on the earth.The whole morning walk was like heaven is here only.Thanks to mother nature and keeper who look after  it.

MY JOURNEY AS AN ARMY WIFE

Being an Army wife comes with its own set of challenges and adventures,often leading to incidents that are rich with life lessons.Here's one:

         As a newlywed I embarked on a journey as an army- wife with excitement and anticipation,eager to support my spouse.Little I know,the road ahead would be filled with uncertainties and moments that would put my resilience to the test.

               The tenure started from small cantonment in Rajasthan. A short memorable posting, initiating me into unit life.I learnt the skill of doing up the most barren place artistically and slowly, I painted in the color of olive green. Meanwhile, due to some engagement we were left alone in remote station.Families preferred to stay back in the same cantonment to not disrupt their wards education.One night,My senior lady called me up and discussed an issue.Promptly we decided to take our own vehicle due to time boundation.We reached in family quaters those were far way due to new constructed buildings and took a seven year old injured boy in our car.He was bleeding heavily in head.I pressed firmly with a cloth on his wound.He treated at MH.Then we consoled his mother.Later on ,we educated and motivated families-

First to ask help,second don't be panic in any situation and most importantly try to learn regional languages to avoid language barrier.

  In this way,I learnt that Army is a community which having a sense of affection,belonging and togetherness despite coming from different backgrounds.We become family to each other.

RAAT

 Yeh sochne wali raat,

Yeh aankon me nikal jaane wali raat,

Yeh khud ki samjhaish wali raat,

Vo thak ker chur hone per bhi,

Aankon me neend na aane wali raat,

Vo jo nahi mila,

Or na mil sakne wala majak,

Us upper wale se,

Hone wali ladai ki raat,

Khud ko jakdne wali raat,

Sab bikhara or tuta hua,

Sametane wali raat,

Jo sahi h bas vahi kerne ko,

Apnane wali raat,

Sab maan Jane per bhi,

Kuch tuta or chubta hua si raat,

Khub takatwar ban Jane per bhi,

Sab chut Jane wali raat,

Khokhala karne wali raat,

Khud ki samjhaish,

Usoolon ki aajmaish wali raat,

Koi na,

Beet jayegi raat,

Per ab kyu

In this era we are too control freak and everything is handy.eg-gasgets,automobiles,etc. But still our own thoughts and emotions are out of control. Isn't there any way to get rid of these feelings?In which way do we also start behaving like machines. 

That only person..

 That only person,

Whom do you rely on,

In your happiness,

In deep sadness, 

In every silence,

In unexplained pain,

In every laughter,

In mid of juggler,

In every struggle, 

In happines of wiggle, 

In any solve of puzzle,

When and where you stuck in,

By whom you are tuck in,

In every presence,

In those absence, 

When sadly you see empty seat,

When you make them proud,

When made them anger loud,

When memories can't be vanished, 

Where judgment is finished, 

They always understand, 

At last ,

Whenever you asked,

Am I right?

They say "yes"

Am with you always. 🤗

They sigh,

And exhaled,

"Yeah,my.....

Lucky whosever have this kinda person in their life.Even it's a single person where you don't need to put any curtains and having full transparency, dependency and relying.Embrace it gracefully. 

BALANCE!

 An ancient Chinese symbol 'Ying-Yang' visualize duality light and dark,positive and negative.It's more than two side of coin,represents balance in life.

 Continuously We all seek off  balance,peace and harmony in life. Balancing among the matter of life gives us satisfaction and gratitude. Direct our direction towards path ahead with clarity.

But we can't get everything in life.Something,  somewhere always left.We can't choose everything. We can't choose day or night, dawn-dusk ,sun-moon together. As well as we can't get good family life and career,our health and family's health,our time and others well-being,our desires and importance of everyone's fuure something need to be sacrificed.

The day you start working on your field gradually you will start moving ahead towards success,knowledge is the key which cannot be taken away from you through you can establish yourself anywhere anytime. 

As physics law 'Entropy' suggests every living and non-living matter looks for balance and shift molecules accordingly.At some level our brain & emotions start working with shifting contentment  towards discontenment.We start looking for those things we left behind to make balance of given situations and it's human tendency. 

So look insightfully in your actions and always pat your backs cause nobody knows better than you what have you faced and get everything done to achieve this balance,overcome discontenment and move ahead on path of more achievements rather discussing what didn't you get in life?

You may be easily entitled as a negative person if you discuss hardship of your life,May be judged easily ,People look at you in pity. As Chankya said"Even your own shadow in mirror shouldn't know the weaknesses of life it may be discourage you".

Keep balance,hold assets tight and move ahead on progressive path.Don't underestimate anything .Everything is having it's own importance at different time and places in life and stop feeling bad cause everyone isn't granted everything in life.

Sometimes champion isn't who just wins ,champion is who shows courage,passion and determination when face adversity .

"Wear your failure as a badge of honor "

                                           -Sunder Pichai

Believe in yourself !!

A GLANCE OF PAST!!

 **The Unexpected Tea Ceremony**

Life in Dimapur has its unique charm, especially as the wife of a dedicated Assam Rifles officer. One particular experience stands out, blending amusement with valuable life lessons.

One early morning, I decided to take a walk through the nearby village, hoping to immerse myself in the local culture. As I strolled past traditional bamboo houses, I noticed a small group of villagers gathered around a table. Curious, I approached them and was warmly invited to join their tea ceremony.

Excited but slightly nervous, I took a seat. The host, an elderly gentleman with a warm smile, began the ceremony by pouring tea from a beautifully decorated pot. As he handed me a cup, he began speaking in rapid-fire Nagamese, the local dialect. Not understanding a word, I smiled and nodded politely.

He then gestured for me to drink the tea. I took a sip and immediately felt my mouth on fire. The tea was infused with an incredibly spicy local herb! Trying to keep my composure, I gulped it down, my eyes watering. The villagers watched, their expressions a mix of curiosity and amusement.

Just as I thought the worst was over, the host refilled my cup, and everyone around the table followed suit. Determined to be polite, I drank cup after cup, each one hotter than the last. By the fourth cup, my tolerance had run out. I gently set my cup down and tried to convey my appreciation with a series of hand gestures and smiles.

The villagers burst into laughter, and the elderly host patted my back. In broken English, he said, "Madam, you brave. But next time, say no if too hot!"

Later that day, as I reflected on the morning's adventure, I gleaned two crucial life lessons:

1. **Embrace the Unexpected**: Living in a new place often brings unexpected challenges and experiences. Embracing these moments with an open mind and a willingness to adapt makes the journey more rewarding and memorable.

2. **Know Your Limits**: It’s important to be polite and respectful, but also to recognize and honor your own limits. There’s no shame in admitting when something is too much to handle. True hospitality is understanding and accommodating, not just enduring.

The spicy tea ceremony became a favorite tale to share with friends and family, a reminder of the joy and richness found in stepping out of one’s comfort zone and the importance of knowing when to say "no, thank you."

HAPPY

 Happiness, 

Wanna to make everyone happy, 

Wanna to see smile on each and every face,

Never wanna to dishearten anyone, 

Wanna to protect every heart from heartbreak, 

When I know,

What other person is thinking, 

When I know,

What other person is doing, 

Neglecting myself, 

Neglecting needs,

Neglecting values, 

Neglecting me,

Taking charge of every smile,

And trying to find happiness in those faces,

Is it alright, 

Am I right,

Or gonna wrong?

Who knows?

And if somebody knows ,

Than let me know please....

EMUSING ANECDOTES

 *A Humbling Experience in Dimapur*

Life in Dimapur in Assam Rifles has always been full of surprises. One sunny afternoon, I decided to explore the local market. With its vibrant colors and bustling atmosphere, the market was a delightful maze of stalls selling everything from fresh produce to handcrafted souvenirs.

As I wandered through the narrow lanes, I stumbled upon a small stall selling traditional Naga jewelry. Intrigued, I picked up a beautiful necklace adorned with intricate designs and asked the elderly vendor for the price. She quoted a price that seemed exorbitantly high. Remembering my freind’s advice on bargaining, I put on my best negotiation face and began to haggle.

After several rounds of back-and-forth, we finally settled on a price that I thought was a steal. Feeling quite pleased with myself, I walked away, only to hear the vendor and her neighboring stall owners burst into laughter. Curious, I turned back, and the elderly woman cheerfully called out, "Madam, you bargained so hard, but you still paid the tourist price!"

Embarrassed but amused, I couldn’t help but laugh along with them. As I returned home, I realized two important life lessons:

1. *Respect Local Wisdom*: The incident reminded me that locals always know best. They are aware of the going rates and often know when someone is new to the area. Instead of trying to outsmart them, it's sometimes better to seek their guidance and trust their knowledge.

2. *Embrace Humility*: Living in a new place comes with its share of learning curves. Embracing these moments with humility and a sense of humor makes the experience richer and more enjoyable. It's okay to make mistakes; they often lead to the best stories and lessons.

That day, not only did I walk away with a beautiful necklace, but also with a newfound appreciation for the wisdom and warmth of the local community.

LIVING IN THE MIST!

Who is freind ,

And who is a foe?

Or is everyone around me a foe?

I can't tell,

Is the approaching me through the mist,

A devil or Angel?

Have he/she come to save me,

Or destroy me?

The Truth is so fragile ,

That even the faintest mist can hide it.

Just Improve.

 Improve yourself,

Just Improve yourself, 

Wherever you are,

In Whichever condition you are,

Who stop you from learning new things,

Who stop you reading new books,

Who stop creating new things,

Find time,

A single moment ,

Who stop you from taking care of your thought,

Who stop you from taking care of your body,

Do yoga,

Move your body,

Whichever suits you,

Whichever suits your conditions,

Everyday is a new begging, 

Start a new lesson, 

And start today,

Cause as you are limited addition,

This time too.

So dear me ,

Start investing in yourself!!

Moments!

 Moments, 

Beautiful moments,

When you wish time could stand still 

Ever & forever, 

But everything changes so fast,

Without realizing,

Life is made up of these fleeting moments,

So live fully, 

Live in memories everyday,

In those laughters,

In those feelings,

When you are truely infront of someone, 

Without any layer,

I cherish dead roses in pages of my book,

Cause fresh roses lives for days but a dead one -"Forever " mine.

All the best!!

 All the very best, 

For your all future endeavors,

Have a look once behind,

And feel immense proud in yourself, 

Take steps towards future,

It's too brightful and cherishing,

Give your best,

As you do in each & everything,

Definitely,

Heart will be on heavier side,

But nothing can't gain in this world without pain,

Feel a holding hand always, 

God is with you!

Manzar hai yeh Naya.. URI song

DAYS!!

 Dear bad days,

      Thanks for coming,

      Thanks for crossing the path,

      Thanks for all the little sufferings,

      Thanks to the everyone whosever judging, 

       You showed me,

        How capable I am,

        How  brave I am,

        How strong morally I am,

        How mature I am,

        Faced everything fiercely, 

        Faced everything  calmly,

        Faced everything Silently,

        Faced everything peacefully,

       Cause silence has it's own language,

       Cause becoming compassionate after    knowing everything ,

       It needs courage and  big heart,

       Thanks for showing me real colors,

       Thanks for showing me human aren't from bookish world,

       Looking forward to meet you each and everyday,

      Keep showing me ,

      My powers!!

      Always focused on the getting the best     version of myself. 

         

 

HOPE!!

 A first ray of sun,

A first thought of day,

A first cup of tea,

In every mirror and thing,

You are there,

When time is tough,

Not a single stone turned against you,

You are there,

Innocent smile,

Naughty or fragile,

In each and every dish,

Not mere in sunset,

Every star & moon,

Late night pray,

Each and every sway, 

You are there,

You are there,

hope!

FALL!!

 A stand still,

Tall tree,

Full of flowers,

Weather changed,

Dried up before time,

Once a soothing breeze came,

Whole tree painted in color of life,

Lived again, 

dried tree starts smile again,

But that's not last long,

Soon all leaf fall,

Tree saw everything with plain face,

And heart wrenching pain,

One leaf stays, 

Whatever going on,

Tree requested to leave it,

But stubborn leaf stayed,

Faced everything with tree along,

Harsh weather was like pleasant eve,

But tree again Stand still in dilemma of..

Values & principles, 

That only leaf stayed there,

How long..?

At last it has to move,

It's beautiful future was looking forward to it,

The pain tree feels can't explain in words,

Tree will never leave this leaf,

Whatever happens, 

And kept dried leaf of memories,

In book,Ever & forever.

Respect

To me,

Respect yourself, 

Respect your identity, 

Respect your beliefs,

Respect your values,

Respect your mistakes, 

Respect your lessons,

Respect yourself whenever back from the deviated path,

Respect your each & every effort, 

Respect your emotions,

Respect your appreciation, 

Pat your back on your own,

Cause you are the only one, 

So Respect your integrity & dignity,

Respect your pride

Who can respect you better than you,

Be with you,

And keep moving tiny or as much,

That's my life!!

A writer !!

A writer, 

I am,

Who's holding alot,

Write whatever I expose,

Meet people observe and write,

Saw incidents analyze and write,

Look around and pen down,

Found others story and head down,

Fold my hand infront of the God,

Hold hand of happiness and hope,

Having immense strength and pride in me,

There is no room for gloom,

Written all doesn't mean,

All in my head or heart,

Yes ,I am writer,

Going through the path,

To not get destination, 

It's just touching & passing by 

each & every direction,

Yes,I am a writer, 

Getting each and everything easily,

Observing alot,

Empathize all, 

Don't worry about me ,

Not at all,

I don't take things on my heart

Even learning a lots,

I am happy person ,

In the realm of happiness,

Hardships are part of life,

And coming out with smile,

In this tremor is art of life,

Yes,I am a writer!!

"MUMMA"

 Mumma,

An enchanting voice,

Melted the heart,

The irreplaceable joy & pride, 

Holding in your hand,

Sometimes I'm broken and too tired, 

Your brighter face enlightened my day,

Can't give up,

Can't sigh,

For a moment ,

For a second,

But My arms are always opened ,

Whenever you need hug,

My eyes are stern,

When you need a lesson, 

My heart understands ,

When you need a freind,

My immense strength, 

And unconditional love,

 Gives you wings to fly,

Go kiss the world, 

And fly high,

Sky is the limit for you!!

WORLD

 A bookish world, 

I have been through,

From the lens of book,

A fairy-tale,

Full of love,friendship and trust, 

So decided roam alone into this beautiful place, 

Beautifully,journey starts,

So affectationate all of them,

Like a princess, 

They loved me the most,

But scene changed,

Found all was fake,

Till the time you fulfill their wishes,

They were good,

Reality said 'hi' and smirked, 

What were I thinking about them?,

The love,the kindness and sacrifices,

Couldn't taken by them in a same way?

They were making fun of me,

And journey of "Alice in the wonderland",

Ended in a positive note,

Blessed to see true faces,

Lesson is learnt,

In realm of happiness .

Lesson-

Focus on you!People come and go.You are being judged no matter what ,so be who you want to be.What other people think of you is none of your business. Be yourself, people don't have to like you. Learning say no without explanation.Be proud you survive these days. Stay strong even when things begin to fall apart.Free yourself from others perception cause everyone have different perception about you according to situations.Free yourself from advices of society cause most of them have no idea.

CHARACTER

 Character

Who are those people,

Those decieds the character,

What is moral or ,

What is immoral, 

Who does decides it,

What's the definition of it?

Can we control our emotions?

At what level,

At what value,

Who does decide these boundaries?

Whosever are they,

Could they be able  to maintain these boundaries?

If anyone ever crossed it,

What does make your character?

Ha ha..this hilarious character, 

Which does stop every rebel,

Which stop from living the life ?

Character, 

Alas!!Character....

Bounded in the boundaries,

Suffocating character!!

Ha ha..hilarious..

This character ,

But whatever happens loose everything, 

Don't loose this good character. 

 

-Character is formed, not by laws, commands, and decrees, but by quiet influence, unconscious suggestion and personal guidance.

WABI-SABI

 Let go everyone, 

Let them show their colors,

Let them treat you as down as they can,

It hurts cause you still have heart,

Let par across it all,

Once these broken pieces become the shards,

Let over everything, 

Let your heart crushed as much it can,

Let all trust be broken, 

Let widened your eyes,

Cause once you get out from this cocoon, 

Will definitely transformed into caterpillar to butterfly!!

The more intense feelings and trust you have the more it gives the pain .

Wabi-Sabi..

When i was sitting alone,

Took a look at myself, 

Realized,

I am a unique person created ,

My abilities gifted by God matters, 

My story matters,

My dreams matters,

A specific purpose decided by me matters,

I matter for myself, 

I am imperfect, 

I am impermanent, 

I am incomplete, 

And "Wabi-Sabi".

Go Outside!!

 Go outside,

Open up,

Talk to all,

Meet with everyone, 

See the world,

With open eyes & ears,

People aren't as simple as seem ,

Observe them,

Remember them,

Experiences teach alot,

Not only yours even learn from mistake of others,

Blind faith,

Or Insincereity, 

They'll show you reality of world,

Expect nothing, 

It gives pain,

Enjoy the show as a spectacular!!

Beautiful life!!

 Life is beautiful, 

Ignore the trash,

Life is harmonious, 

Ignore the conflicts, 

Open your arms,

And wave to the happiness, 

Be sincere with only those ,

who are sincere to you,

Dance with body,

Sing with soul,

Life is glorious, 

Purpose of endure it's,

Soar & stumble part ,

Flourish it,

Fall in love with existence, 

Live the fullest not mere exist,

As long as we're breathing, 

It's not too late to change ,

Story of your life!!

Dear,Hook-upz....

Respect yourself, 

Respect others,

Respect your body & soul,

You are precious gift of God,

If you can't respect others,

Atleast respect your emotions, 

Respect your time,

Don't invest here & there,

You are invaluable, 

Be with you,

And embrace love for yourself,

Preserve these for your beloved,

Respect both of you,

Cause these emotions are divine!!

INDEPENDENCY

 

Independecy, 

When no one around to be dependent on,

Independecy, 

When you only have expectations from you,

Independecy, 

When you are the only responsible person in your world,

Independecy, 

When,Whenever you start taking rest on any  shoulder, 

Realized you are there for you,

Independecy, 

Whenever you are afraid, 

you are the only one who have to come up from the fear,

Independecy, 

Whenever you are tired,

You are there to cheer you up,

Independecy, 

You are the only one to give you hand and come up,

Independecy, 

Whenever you are broken,You know that you will put pieces again any how,

Independecy, 

You are there with yourself in each and every battle, 

Just be with you!!

TRUST

 Different colors are depicted by this place,

Everyone have double face,

Read alot about it ,

But saw first time,

Whosever I met,

Whatever they say,

I wish " isn't a game?"

Are they playing emotional game,

And pretending alone, 

Or mean it whatever they say,

Again I commit a mistake,

Trusted and disclosed everything, 

This heart isn't ready to believe, 

Am I became clown one more time,

Or was it true?

The only problem is,

I couldn't predtend and predict,

Trust,make me fool again,

Will stay away,

With the world or trust again.

KHUD

Kuch yunh khoya tha main khud me,

Kai jadojahad main,

Kuch paane ki chaah me,

Bhaut kuch kho Jane ke gum me,

Kya mila uske liye muskurane me,

Jo na mil paya,

Use sochne me,

Ki ankh khuli to paya,

Jo sab nirbhar tha mujhpe,

Sab bikhra pada hai,

Khud khoya tha main,

Kuch is dafa,

Ki kafi kuch bikhara pada tha,

Sakte me tha,

Thoda raste me tha,

Ki phale khud sambhala ,

Thoda sab kuch sambhala,

Or jut gaya ek baar fir ,

Inhe sambhalne,

Samtene aaj ko,

Jo kal ka bhavishaya h,

Khoya tha..

A Gift

A Gift,

A beautiful gift,

A precious gift, 

A blessed gift,

That gift,

Which carry love of loved ones,

Which carry concern , 

Which carry accompany, 

Which carry contentment, 

Which carry belonging,

Which carry happiness in dark hour,

Which carry admiration, 

Which carry trust ,

Gift,

A precious one,

A reliable one,

A inseparable one,

Nothing else,

Just,

Stay happy & healthy, 

With me all 

That Gift,

A God's given ,

Blessed one,

That Gift..

SURPRISE

The most loving part of my house is my balcony. The hanging stars gives me lots of happiness, Whenever I look to them in different time of days they always show me beautiful views and gives me a new aspect to think about life.In night with surrounding of mist I get immense pleasure after looking at them.Today evening when i're playing with them as usual I do .A taxi stopped in my block.I didn't pay attention much and after rang bell of my house when I rushed to door.I were surprised with teary eyes.Mom & Dad were standing there together. For a second I couldn't believe on my eyes.The starting of 24 already starts from heartbreak and day by day the eye opening incidents were going on.I really didn't want to celebrate one more birthday alone.I got birthday gift one diary and pen as always my Dad gifts me but the happiness of world bestowed upon me in the form of surprise.Thank you so much Mom & Dad and Yes ,my precious bro whose idea was behind it.One more time you held me in my struggling period.I write alot but for parents ,I feel speechless. 

Thank you Mom & Dad ,

Three little words are too small for you both,

So much to add,

For all your love ,

And your support,

A million words,

Would be too short.

The words aren't enough for you both.

Always grateful to God for bless me such a wonderful parents. 

May God always give me strength to be on righteous path and make me a daughter for you both dreamt of.

Love or Object

 The more lady look for love,

And give unconditional love,

The more lady got.....?

The more lady look for emotions,

The more lady is obejectify, 

The more lady give blessings & wishes, 

The more lady is getting cursed back,

The more lady dare to break stereotyping,

The more lady is questioned,

The more lady is loved in pure form,

The more lady is made lampoon of herself,

The more lady tried to wear crown of emotion  

The more it turned to be clown of her.

Men don't know the definition of love,

They know,

How & whom to use,

They use you,

You matters till you're beneficiary, 

They replace you,

It's a cycle, 

 you trap in false words & gestures, 

Demean you,

And Tell others about your character,

The more you loved truly, 

They made fun of you,

Why a mother,sister,wife or beloved love them,

Unconditional?

Men deserve it?

That's why in today's era ,

Nobody loves, 

They use everyone as object, 

Cause now lady knows how to use,

Men taught her in painful manner, 

 don't stay pure,true & lovable, 

Men tastes his own medicine!

PURE LOVE..

 

A pure love,

I found for you,

In my heart,

So deep and intense,

In your absence,

I love you ,

Like drop loves the ocean,

 Like dwan love the sun,

Like flower love the rain,

Like sidewalk love the river,

I wait so long,

My lips look for your smile,

My eyes look for your face,

My ears look for echo of your voice,

My soul look for your happiness,

I wanna to protect your dream,

I wanna to hold your face in my hand,

To say "everything will be okay",

But i hide my feelings,

And couldn't express my love for you,

Ever & forever so deep.. 

Inspiration -K-drama "25-21".

Glass -shards

Inspiration-Muniba Mazari(Painter)

Lying in darkness ,

Inconsolable sorrow, 

Like a broken piece,

My feelings, 

That compassion, 

Purblind all, 

Leave me dejected and lovelorn, 

Like so many glasses shattered on,

Full-body and heart bleeds,

A sound of cracking,

And glass-shards on my skin, 

I removed slowly all, 

Looked into mirror deep,

A person in it,

 Give me her hand, 

And pat my back, 

 I look deeply into her eyes, 

The way she's in love with me,

 How can I forget her for him? 

She responds with a smile, 

And reminds me, I am your world,

Don't look for love of others,

 I stood in pain, 

And converted glass-shards into a masterpiece..

"संघर्ष"

संघर्ष अनवरत अविराम,
आधारित उस पर हर परिणाम,

मैं सोचता,कुछ खोजता,
कुछ ज्यादा ही संकीर्ण,
बन्धनों में बंधा पर विमुख,
चलता रहता हूँ पथ पर,
अस्पष्टता को चीरता,
अस्थिरता को भेदता,

इस संघर्ष में अकेला,
कभी संग अपनों का,
कभी भीड़ में बिलकुल अकेला,
पर न डिगा, न मिटा,
मेरा प्रयास,

इस संघर्ष में खड़ा अभिमानी सा,
कुछ लगता कभी अभिश्यापी सा,
न थमा, न रुका,
दम तोड़ता पर दम कंहा छोड़ता,
मंजिल को पाऊंगा....

COVID-19

तुम कुछ यूँही हराते मुझे
मैं कुछ यूँ ही हारता तुमसे,
ये नाकामयाबियाँ
कुछ यूँ डूबा था मैं खुद में,
की आते उस तूफान की आहाट सुन न सका,

रेत सी छुटती,
पकड़ी न जा सकी,
अब कीमती है हर एक जान,
ये सब मेरे हैं,
यूंही ना मिटने देंगे,
मिटेंगे हम नहीं ,
तुम्हें ही मिटना होगा,



GO CORONA ,GO....

An Artist....

A thought comes in my mind and lost,
what was that an artist asked,
again trying to recall,
tried and broke,

I close all the doors,
and try to think once more,
taking stress a lot,
forcefully tried all,
but mind don't ready to support,
and each and every thoughts are lost,

again and again i recall,
but vanished all like a fog,
words look like written on glass wall,
and covered with dew,
thinking more in pain,
erased over-again,

one more time,
i think a lot,
and a knock on the door,
bell of my house interrupted again,
and i shut the door,
more harshly,more tightly,
cut all the wires,
leave no more disturbance,
only silence,

i,i am an artist,
cut whole the world,
from me,to the me,
i wanna to be alone,
wanna to create more,
creativity is my life....